In my whole life i have had so many bad things happen to me... I don't know why but they just do, It's like i have a damn curse on me? But from this past Month and week, I have realized that it is not bad luck, karma, or anything bad. It's just the Decision's i make, and the lies that come out of my mouth. I know it's unfaithful to lie and do bad stuff, but everytime i try to do one thing nice, everything messes up. Just this Monday night I did the most stupidest thing i have EVER done in life. I did something really bad. Me and my boyfriend have the most amazing relationship i have actually have had. Everyone that i have dated is JERKS! I Actually love him, not like " O yea i love you ", Like "I love you with all my heart and don't want to hurt you ever".
That's where the mistake's came in.I Just wish i can go back and didn't do anything. But i did, and i made the choice to. Witch in my Circumstance, i should take the punishment. I know i am probably going to cry after it but looks like it's better than lieing and not saying anything. O God, HELP ME!
"He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak."- Isaiah 40:29
"It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; he enables me to stand on the heights. He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze."- Psalm 18:32-34
Bad things happen for a reason, the reason is not you. It's the choice's that you make and do, And for the people out there that are having the same tings, I pray for you. I pray for myself the most. I hate life. I HATE IT!!!! Period!
Bad things do happen for a reason,
ReplyDeleteRomans 9:18-19
18 Therefore God has mercy on whom he wants to have mercy, and he hardens whom he wants to harden. 19 One of you will say to me: "Then why does God still blame us? For who resists his will?"
you need to know that what happens is because God is working in you. and no matter what, you will always be loved by him, and ME!